I had been looking forward to meeting my child for months but when I went to my routine ultrasound, the news that I got was heartbreaking. My child had passed away. I had a miscarriage.
My heart was heavy with grief and sadness. I couldn’t believe the news I just heard. I was in constant despair and my mind was in a state of complete desolation. I felt like my dreams of having a baby had been lost and so had my sense of hope.
I was surrounded by loving family and friends but I just couldn’t shake off the feeling of emptiness. I was mad at the world and angry at myself for feeling so helpless. I tried to just focus on the other things in life but nothing brought me the same kind of joy that I was expecting my baby to bring.
I was in a deep state of sorrow and nothing could take away the deep hole that I felt inside my heart. The pain I felt was unbearable. A miscarriage is a difficult thing to go through and I was no longer the same woman I was before it happened. I will never forget the loss of my baby and the miscarriage of hope that I experienced.